I scurry about, stop to sniff
the dollop of peanut butter
centered in the trap under the deck.
The oak tells the dandelion
I’m a dolt because I have no roots.
An acorn falls, pops on the dry ground,
and scares me away from the trap.
Witlessly, I continue; saved,
cursed by steady-state fear.
My tummy is burning with hunger,
my mouth is dry, my penis is stiff
and I smell at once sour and brown.
Fleas are chewing my hide, my back,
around my loins. I scratch.
Tiny sharp claws comb through my itch.
I sniff the loamy ground where those roots
pass secrets about me, and I feel
stupid to be a joke, and not a joker.
Of course, the roots are clutching
huge handfuls of Earth, and so
the tree asks the weed what my point is.
Another acorn drops and startles me,
so I jump straight up, then sniff.
The tree sighs through a cool downdraft,
but the dandelion doesn’t notice
me or the darkening clouds
gathering overhead and whispering– rain.
-Matt Beeson © circa 2003
